Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Chich: The Farewell.

Dear Whoever reads these blog posts,

I am informing you that I will no longer speak of my problems or ideals to yall. I am staying quiet for the rest of my life. Why should I trip out on what's going on in the world, yet for that matter why you should I even care for others. I have reached my breaking point and in reality.....serious shit...if the world is easily able to think about themselves and their close love ones, then why should I care about those around me. It's only because of sympathy and pity that we show some kind of care for others. I dont want to be someone who is shown pity or charity feelings. So for that matter I am going to stay quiet about my problems, worries, and epiphanies. Only I should care about my own things and fight my own wars, although I am in a twenty front war, when I only have 7 fronts oh well life goes on.....

I am tired of trying to fix shit, nothing changes at all, people forget about me easily, I guess the kinship and the love I've given wasn't and is not worth remembering.

I already figured out that love try to give to my mom while growing up wasn't enough and maybe will never be enough, due to the reason that she wanted a child from a man that would stay with her.

I am tired of wearing this fake smile at work, this fake body language, but I have to hide my battle scars and let the outside world know that I am alright, that I don't stay up at night thinking of ways to make quick cash and bailing out of this broken home.

To motorist I brandish a happy individual in a car singing to his hip hop jams, while in the inside he sits and ponders about how he wishes he could see some things in alternative views. Different endings and beginning, but unfortunately that is not possible.

They say the soul reflects the emotional state of mind of an individual, well if it is true, then my soul is quite mixed up in darkness and light, but mostly darkness like the abyss, I am on the verge of just letting the world collapse on me, these arms are too weak to continue holding up this falling world for that has been holding up for the last 16 years, it's time to give it a rest and just enjoy life for what its worth, this diabetes will consume me soon, and that will be the end of me, so until then I am going to waste my life looking for that bright light in my abyss. So long, don't ask me about anything in relations to this post I am done

Humanity go fuck yourself.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Chich....

I am Chich.....

*I am a revolutionary at heart...

*I despise every salvadorian in the world....

*I am a bastard, because my father disconnected himself from my life before I was even born....

*I am the product of heavy beatings, american society, and the racist crimes against every illegal hardworking mexican immigrant.....

*I am connected to a dark heart within myself....a dark mind...and a dark body that holds secrets of experiencing things you can never imagine.....

*I feel no emotions for those who I block out from my life...

*I shed no tears for they have been dried up from years of living the aftermath of a mother who feels lost after having a child from failed relationship...

*My body is the only shield left before being exposed completely for the world to brutally ravaged......

*I am the outcast of my own immediate family...their love only exist when themselves, between my mom, stepdad, and little brother....I received the leftovers from that love from my own mother....

*I am trying to be more open in life, but the everyday experiences are not helping me at all....

*I am disgusted by society and sooner or later I am determined to bring it all down....

*If you keep taken me lightly or as a joke I am assuring you as of now, you will end up in the obituaries or permanently disappear of the face of the earth.....

*I am tired of seeing the same shit everyday in the world...

*I have come to comprehend that my step-dad is more important that her own 1st born son...and for that I resent her....deeply...

*I am in the hopes of finding a better tomorrow, but I just dont see it.....

*I am not that important to many people that are important to me....for that I question my existance in their lives...and if solitude is more fitted for an individual as me...

*I have to come to also acknowledge that I am nothing but of pure interest to my mother....she only seems to worry about my father's child support debt...and hoping that one day he can pay.....

*I am also seeking to make my peace with my father...so I have sent him a request letter for a personal meeting face to face....but I am sure that this will never happen....

I AM CHICH....and I will see a better tomorrow..........someday.....

Monday, August 9, 2010

The Kennedy Curse Nostalgia.....

Whats up guys, so today I logged onto my bands email account just to delete all the spam mail. I notice that I had a new email in the Inbox and it was by this young gentleman that is a journalist for the La Habra High newspaper. He covers the entertainment section. His name is Joshua Lynn. We used to know his older brother Scott Lynn. So he attached a word document that he wanted us to fill out with some premade questions for our band. Too bad I had to answer all of them by myself. So now I am stuck in this nostalgic phase wishing I would have my big fro and thinking about the weekend when we would do our gigs. So here it is the interview I answer all the questions for him and now I am posting it up for exclusive early edition for my homies and home girls.


The Kennedy Curse Interview Dated for 09/06/10 paper edition.
Interview by: Joshua Lynn
For: Jesus Diaz, Gerardo Lopez, Daniel Rubio, Martin Machuca, Rick Largaspada AKA (The Kennedy Curse)
Hello Guys, I am sending you this premade template of an interview I would like for any of guys to answer.
Questions: Please just type up the answer to each one of them, if you feel that you that a question has become sort of personal, please feel free to leave them blank and please accept my apologies.
Thank you for your time,
-Joshua Lynn



Questions: These questions will be looked over by our journalist teacher and editor, please refrain from using explicit language or content. Thank you.








1. What has The Kennedy Curse band members been up too, since the last big show in 2006? Has the band disbanded? Are you still working on your music? (please be specific)

Hello Josh, well to start your interview questions off, yes TKC officially hung up the mic and instruments , after the show in Brea on September 2, 2006. The reason we disbanded, was because of school and one of our guys starting college. So with the conflicting availabilities we decided that it would be best to put the band to side until we were able to get together on a steady schedule. The last CD we release was our actual full length one “The New Crusade”. Us members have been sort of distant from one another, but not because of problems, but because each one of us have different things going on in our lives. We do get together every now and then and reminisce about the old days. Although one thing we will never forget about those days….is our fans most of all, the XI6 family and the rest of the bands that played with us when we toured. Thank you for all the memories.

2. I have listened to all your albums from Arabian Nights to the last one that came out almost four years ago The New Crusade. There was a very noticeable shift in styles of music, was there a specific reason why this new style arose?

The main reason why I decided to change the way I wrote lyrics, was mostly due to the fact that I had grown up to see life for what it was and not only that, Daniel lost his brother in Iraq the spring of 2006, that was the main event that caused me to write lyrics about life itself and somewhat political views that I had developed at the time. I know the new crusade set up our chances for good record labels to begin looking at us in a sense that we were considered to be the new sub-genre of Hardcore.

3. There are rumors that The Kennedy Curse was to be signed onto TrustKill Records, but that the band disappeared because Rick and Jesus didn’t feel like having such a big deal into this company. How much of this rumor is true and if Rick or Jesus could answer this? That would be great.

Actually, this is Jesus answering all your questions. I am the only one that has access to the bands yahoo email account. To answer this question I am going to do it in two parts. First off, no it’s not true on the rumor of us getting signed into the trustkill family. Although we were supposed to meet up the following weekend after our last show to do a private show for Gregory Myers older brother, Tim Myers who is also one of the reps for Epitaph records for Southern California. We were to meet up, do the show and then if we did great, we would discuss about having a record deal with them.

Secondly, Rick and I felt that we were doing great as a band, but the issue that kept us from going to that special presentation was once again the problems with our conflicting schedules. So there you go on those two rumors.

4. With you guys being out of the La Habra/La Mirada/Brea Hardcore scene for quite some years now, is there really any chance at all that The Kennedy Curse will be seeing the light of day in any upcoming shows or even having a reunion show if the band is over?

There is still a chance of us coming back to do a reunion show, but it would be only for our old fans. Things have changed since we last saw the stage lights and sadly everything that used to be gold, is now just a replica of something that used to be. We would have to wait and see what the future has to hold for TKC.

5. In the song there “Wolf in Sheeps Clothing”, it states the following, “We’ve thrown away the key to humanities last hope…against imaginary foes and self inflicted wounds nobody wants to be a victim.” What does it mean by that?

Now that I have the chance to explain this song completely I will. I wrote this song passing the 4th anniversary of 9/11. The song has a storyline to it, but I’ll give it to you short. The song talks about us as a society, and the paranoia that affected us in the way we communicate now and days with one another. After 9/11, the American public was scared into fearing certain types of people and in some cases it even ignited a Stalin big brother system. So throughout this whole mess, we were taught to suspect of everyone we know as in terms of neighbors, friends, and in cases people we don’t know. That is a perfect example of throwing away the key to humanity’s last hope, which is associating ourselves peacefully and being able to work with one another in building a better tomorrow, but of course that can’t be if we are blaming each other for things that were committed by terrorist groups.

6. This is my last question for The Kennedy Curse and it is directed to Jesus. The very last show you guys played the song “Cheating Ourselves”, which of course was a brand new track that was later released on your bands myspace for free download. Now this song does not resemble anything of the previous styles of your guys band and it ends up being about being shut in about feelings for someone. Now when I looked at the properties it says composer is Jesus Diaz. So the questions are, did you Jesus write this song yourself and if so to whom is this song dedicated too?

Yes I wrote the song on my own and it was influenced by someone I used to like back in school, but unfortunately we never spoke up or even made more of an effort to take things further. So there’s where it stayed and it ended as well. So that’s where cheating ourselves took form.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

The Cause of Death.

Hello everyone,


Welcome to another post from me HK Chich. On previous post I have spoken my mind on issues, written down a poetry/song, and placed my stand point on the topic of immigration.

In this edition I am going to write about the hardcore individual. The individual who prays on the weak. The one who believes he is above all and will do anything to keep anyone who attempts to be at his level from actually being there. In society there has always been those who pray on others for various reasons. So today as an individual who has seen, heard, and in some points experience this...has reached the point of no return on the topic. In reality the world doesn't need dictators in our society. There are many of us who witness the bullying of the weak, but yet we don't actually do anything about it.

There was nothing that made me more mad than to see those who are just trying to get by with their lives get punked by my fellow football players. The main thing that kept me fueled to play football my junior year, was the fact that I was getting my play time and we were heading to our CIF Championship. Sure I was one of the most hardworking players, but just because I got my playing time with the seniors, didn't mean that I had the right to pick on those that didn't play sports or those that were always quiet. Their status among the crowds in school were of top class...after all these guys were strong, agile, and for some quite the looker.

All though they seemed to be the perfect role models for the school teams, unfortunately the things that went in on at the parties, classes, and inside the locker rooms...was nothing to be proud of. These young man drank, some did drugs, and some of my peers began taking supplements in order to get super buff. Their egos would grow into the rage of always proving to themselves that they were tough and that they made sure that they had the respect of their classmates. At the parties these guys would get fucked up and try to swoop on some of the cuties at school. They spit their game, acting like they were the fucking studs of the universe.

Then in the locker room they would always act like they were above all of the juniors. They say that tyrants rule their land until the people allow them too. So during the last game of the preseason, I had this tall build cat name al come up to me and tell me shit for laying down on a bench that had no claimed owner. Although I had explained that to him Al knew that an underclassmen could not be allow to tell a senior what's up with this bench...so he just yelled at me and told me to get off the bench....I am a person of strong roots and of course I came from a family of warriors...my blood is 80% pure Aztec blood lines. So I told him straight up no...he shoved me off the bench and as I hit the pipe from the drinking fountain, my rage came into play. So I cracked him with the football helmet. Really fucking hard...like I said tyrants are only allowed to rule as long as we the people allow them too.

Sure I didn't play for two games straight, and then I had to work harder to be back to my spot, but everyone of the seniors got the point and knew what was up with me. Moving forward into the future I see what is up now and days. There are more and more kids who think that they are hot shit. In reality, they are not. Every punk who has stepped up to my face, I either end up using a weapon or I'll attack you body in nerves, tendons, bones, pressure points. Let me put it this way...if you manage to piss me off like actually piss me off, then pretty much you deserve to get what you ordered. It is really hard for me to get fully enrage. So for the same fact I really hate people who pick on the weak, or people who think that they are far more superior just based on the fact that they judge people by who they look or cause they work out and think that just cause you hit two plates on each side then your top dawg. That's cool keep doing what you do...eventually your going to find your own downfall. It doesn't matter who you know or what you know cause at the end of the day all it really takes is one individual to bring you down. If you hit women or rape kids or even of abuse of the either two, then you can count on me to bring you down.

Tyrants and Dictators......something that should never be allowed to grow in power, their growth wounds man kind permanently.

This is Chich I am outs.......HK LORDS

Monday, July 5, 2010

HK Chich (DJ Fat Grabber) Breaks the silence - the vendetta

On Mon, July 5, 2010 at 7:34 PM, Tyler Soltest wrote:

RE: "HK Chich (DJ Fat Grabber) Breaks the silence" post

Dear Mr. HK Chich I do not considered your post to be of good taste, if anything you are "blasting away" with pure hatred. Your opinions are quite blunt, but if anything you are the person that supports this type of activity to help the consumers of ecstasy feel the effects of it. DJs need to learn that in order to stop this so called trend is to stop feeding the music at the parties. I am sick and tired of having these scene kids hosting parties near my house. I have never witness such an atrocity than in last two years. I have seen cops come in and arrest kids and from their findings are drugs of all sorts, I have seen fights break out while everyone screams and they end up trespassing through our properties. I was almost stabbed by one of them while I tried to kick him out of own my back yard. That is something that you forgot to write about. How about how these hispanic punks distribute the drugs at the parties, how about how these hispanic gangsters come into the parties and try to rape young girls. How about that Mr. HK Chich? No right? That will not be posted by you, because your one of them hispanics who are nothing but dirty mexicans who come into our community and corrupt our youth. You are the disgrace to our children becoming so corrupted, your race and the rest of those african americans with those god damn stupid ridiculous cars and music.

You don't know anything about being an American. Sick bastards, I hope they deport you all for corrupting our innocent children.



Alright let me get started on you mr soltest. First off I am not going to be an asshole and post your real last name or email address, but I am going to start being an asshole as I attack your email. Where should I start?

Okay, first off my post are not fueled by hatred. I am inspire to write about the topics I choose, because I am fueled for a better tomorrow for our society. I am not a person who believes in voting for laws, bills, reps, congressman, or even in presidents to change our society. My views are based on what experience and what I see. The beliefs I have in my character are not build out of others or what people tell me to do or be for that matter, but for what I see and once again, I experience.

I do acknowledge that my post are quite blunt from my opinion, but they are mostly true about certain things. So in order for you to say that I support the consumption of E or Ecstasy/MDMA is quite a harsh thing to say. Just cause I DJ at house parties, I am not the individual that hands out these pills or drugs. I am not the person who consumes drugs, if anything I am guilty of smoking cigarettes and if that makes me a consumer of tobacco and nicotine then I guess I am guilty along with the other of billions who smoke. However for an individual as yourself to come and judge me like if we have met in person...sadly that is quite pathetic on your part.

I am sorry that you've had the bad experience of running into these young adults and teens who host parties in your community. Sadly I find you as a person and human being to be at most a racist prick. I also find it hard to believe that you never drank, or even attended house parties in your days, if you did and now you run your mouth about it...you're a fucking hypocrite and if you didn't then you were probably a big fucking sourpuss. I have very low tolerance for racist pricks as yourself, if your going to come into my domain and start talking shit about Hispanics and African Americas...please don't ever write back to me on an email. If you seen me in person don't ever walk up to me and try to shake my hand. I am only drawing to the conclusion that your probably mad, cause either your son or daughter has fallen to the use of drugs or they had relationships with another ethnic group that was not Caucasian and now you want to come in here and put not only my race on the spotlight, but others as well...you are quite pathetic sir. I hope that some day you will see things in a from a different stand point. As for the whole deportation thing you got going there...if hispanics or illegal immigrants ever leave the country for good, then the American Society will see darker days. Inflation will soar above anyone's expectations and the jobs that are minimum will be those of your so call illegal immigrants do for a living. So in conclusion I am done wasting my time with you, and I just wanted to show the people who read my post what kind of person you are...maybe I should edit this post later and give away all your details. I don't know yet I will have to sleep on it.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

HK Chich (DJ Fat Grabber) Breaks the silence

Hey what is up yo! Alright I know I've been blasting things left and right at ya'll this is going to be the main target of this post.


"Wednesday June 30th, 2010 at 5:00pm PST

The passing of a young woman who attended Electric Daisy Carnival is a tragic circumstance. Our hearts and prayers go out to her family and friends at this difficult time. We are currently reviewing the entire event and planning process with our security team, law enforcement and the city officials who participated in organizing and planning Electric Daisy Carnival." - ElectricDaisyCarnival.com/la/index.php

Alright I'm going to start blasting away. First off what is wrong with this post? Anyone notice that they don't bother to mention anything about the other 100 and up over dosage on the infamous E pill. The main thing that really pisses me off is that all these are meant for us to have fun and dance to some sick techno, trance, hardstyle music...for me it's about seeing some of the sickest dj's mixing some sick beats and rhythms....a place where I can dance to Above & Beyond a music group that I will have a hard time seeing live due to them being from Europe, but in American soil these events are a hotbed for E dealers to make a nice profit off all these wasted youth of americans. All I see when I attend these raves are the wasted youth of americans consumed by the fucking trend of some stupid ass mainstream fake ass rap music that has raped a genre of pure innocent and converted it into something that is used for profit to rape the brain cells, the bodies and in many occasions the souls from the teens in America.

Many of you can say "oh well chich they knew what they were getting into." in reality fuck you stupid fucks...the ignorance of us looking the other way and not putting a stop to these fucking trends where the dead minded youth of america thinks it's fucking cool to take a fucking pokeball and quad stack that bitch...so you can think you feel the bass hitting hard, but instead your spazzing out on my fucking dance floor while I'm trying to mix....fuck you son and girl cause that shit I don't want that in my parties, I don't want that shit surrounding me. Now shit hits the fan, techno and trance will get a bad rep and EDC will probably be banned from So Cal and there goes my chance to have a good time while dancing to above and beyond. There are already talks of banning other raves as well. The security issue of breaking into an event is also retarded...fucking bums...couldn't choose between your drugs or the tickets? Alright so this young girl of 15 years old overdose on the event, not from her directly taking E, but she was thirsty so the water she consumed was spiked with E.

I just can't understand what has happened to our youth, has it become where we need to do drugs to be accepted into the norm? Do we have to learn weird ass dances like "shuffling"? the fuck has happened? I am tired of seeing these fucking loser kids...the real shit is that most of these kids will amount to nothing...brain dead from the years of doing E and acid...shit man that's why I rather have me a cig than ever submit to a pill or acid drops. Now the parents are blasting away yelling that Electro and their sub genres are influencing the american youth to give into these drugs...real shit no they're not. The only reason why your little john doe is stacking up them pills...is cause MTV says is the shit...cause lil bitch ass Kayne says it's cool....cause shit like that your children are consuming the drugs.


Now it's the history part of electro in America. To start off electro was never a genre in america till about the late 1990's during that time it was refer to as "gay music" The american form of techno also known as dance was very popular in the early 1990's but it was not considered to be techno it was music like Mark Williamson Return of the Mack and Robin S. -Show Me Love. The very first actual nationwide attention to electro was in the movie Blade....from their on Electro place an official flag of dominance in the united states. Although during this time it was still in the under dog status...and it would stay like that till the mid 2000's when some rapper known as Kayne....came out with some techno beats...from there all these lame ass fucking weed heads, became E heads...where in europe E is the drug for trance...not regular dance or techno, but these kids took the misconception and thought that in order to enjoy this music in america, you need to be hopped on E.
It took another genre to bring this genre up to speed..but in reality it brought up this genre in the most fucked up way. The youth of american is slowly decaying in drugs..while the dealers make their money of them with the help from mainstream artists.

As for me, I'll keep fighting the pressure...no E heads in my life and the E dealers watch your back when your at my parties, cause i'll knock you the fuck out and take your money for my gain. American youth are decaying to shit....and don't even get me started on all these stupid ass girls who get fucking drunk...thats for another post....

This is DJ Fatgrabber....IM OUT......HK LORDS

Monday, June 28, 2010

The Fallacy of Retrospective Music Trends

So I was just driving down to the airport today, bumping some radio on 98.7 FM cause I left my ipod charging at the pad. So Lady Gaga came on with her lame song Alejandro. Now I am not a fan of Lady Gaga, I hate her and her music for various reasons, some I will state here on this blog post. So once again let's get started on this post.


Okay as many of us are aware, there are a variance of trends that happened in almost every genre of music some genres end up having sub-genres (ex. Metal = main genre. heavy metal, hair metal, black metal, hardcore metal, screamo, etc.= Sub-genres), which in most cases in contains most characteristics of the main genre. Although in some way it is morphed with another rhythm or type of music. Still pretty much sticks to it's main root only the lyrics that can express emotions from those who bring life to them is also another factor that changes. In my opinion Metal, Rock, in their essence are still somewhat pure, even though with all the major sub-genres out there. The only morphed versions of Rock are the combined Pop-Rock and something that should be in opera dialogue, but unfortunately has become a big sub-genre has been that whole emo-rock emo-punk and anything that is a whole major genre mixed in with this one.
Here is an example of two way different genres that are morphed into something really gay.


Stone Temple Pilots - Big Empty (Rock)




And this is what I mean by straight up....GAY






Now onto Rap, rap in it's true essence is about releasing our experiences about living in a poverty class. The struggles that came with including gang life, narcotics, imprisonment, lost friends and family, etc. Unfortunately, throughout the time the style of rap in modern time, has become something where the artist has to rap about their earnings, copulating women for their amusement, degrading women, and advertising for themselves and their producers. Also the new invention of Auto Tune has now made it possible for everyone to be able sing even if they have some ugly voice, but I guess women are into robot voice womanizers.

Here's an example of something true to the essence of rap although is modern.




Here is something quite disgracing.




For the last part it's where it guess the best. Here we go GAGA Bashing time....
Okay straight up this one hundred percent absolute blasting on Lady Gaga.
I seriously don't any artistic talent in Lady Gaga...her music is quite annoying, the rhythm is the very comparable to the rest of her songs, as well as her lyrics. If she is gay, that's cool...but making a video where you dress in halloween costumes, poison men and the rest of restaurant...something is wrong with you...I get it she wants to be scandalous and controversial, like Madonna okay cool, but first recognized...Madonna has voice, a normal fashion style, and she doesn't go around with some stupid cunt that can be real to herself. Also Madonna is not under conspiracy and associated with the Illuminati group. I really can see what all these stupid fans see...it's cool if your easily manipulated into the new trend, but honestly Lady Gaga your in no right to be an artist in any fucking way.

here is real music:



here is wanna be music:





and here is what I got to say to Lady Gaga and her fans.


Peace out yo!!!!